And I'm really proud of it.
It occurred to me, a couple years back, that design careers
follow a certain inevitable path, and that upon this path there are certain compulsory
benchmarks. Namely, after having producing enough passable design to have
established a reputation—and after having participated in the requisite
interviews, given the obligatory talks, and pursued the necessary whimsical side
projects of varying natures—it is de rigeur that that a designer should then
publish a book of his or her work.
A monograph.
A design monograph.
A design monograph is a peculiar kind of book. Most books of
this sort will state that they are “by” the designer in question—though often
this attribution is misleading. The work shown in a design monograph will be (hopefully,
exclusively) “by” that designer, but this doesn’t mean that the book is “by”
the designer; at least not in the same sense that, say, a novel is “by” a
novelist. There are exceptions, but most
design books of this sort are really just compilations; collections; showcases.
Often these design books seem no different than design portfolio— Not that there is anything intrinsically wrong with a design
portfolio in book format, it’s just: the “by” part of the equation has always
felt a little off to me.
(A book, I thought, rather smugly, should be: a book- i.e. it should be written; and it should furthermore be written…by its author. This is, admittedly, a personal prejudice.)
For this, and other reasons, mostly mysterious to me, the
whole idea of making a design book felt vaguely distasteful. And I certainly wasn’t
interested in publishing one of my own.
The making this book,
Cover
wasn’t, in fact, my idea (as if that excuses it!)— I was approached by Wes
de Val at
Powerhouse Books, who had the idea that I should compile a collection
of my own work in book form- and thinking that this was the expected thing- I
agreed and this is exactly what I did. And now I am glad that I have done so. And
I sincerely hope you are too. (Why the change of heart? Keep reading.)
Cover is comprised
of my design work—the designs I’ve dreamt up, mostly book covers, from these
last eleven years since I left the piano to embark upon this weird and
wonderful path.
There is also writing
in this book- by me: some of my own stray thoughts on design and books (some of
which has already appeared on this blog- some of which hasn’t) as well as essays
from some of the writers and designers I’ve been fortunate enough to know,
and/or work for and with over this short span of time. The list includes (and I
can’t quite believe my immense good fortune in having corralled such talent)
James Gleick, Ben Marcus, Jo Nesbø, Jane
Mendelsohn, Jed Perl, Chip Kidd, Nicholas Fox Weber, Tom McCarthy, Alexander Maksik and others.
(!!!!)
This book should be (if I may say so) an interesting read for anyone interested
in books, and book design, or just design in general. (And hopefully the pictures
will be pleasing and inspirational as well.)
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So: I recall, very clearly, only now, after having committed
myself to the publication of this book, that
it was precisely this kind of design book that helped me become a designer in
the first place. (I remember this now with some ambivalence.) Without any training,
and without the time or money to acquire any, I was forced to haunt the shelves
of various outlets of the then-newly-resurrected Barnes and Nobles franchise.
There used to be an entire “design” section in these stores (as well as shelves
with other kinds of books on them—all of these shelves now housing DVD’s-past-their-expiration-dates,
Harry Potter wands, kitten calendars and Avengers desk lamps.) There, at
B&N, I bought “how-to” books; manuals on the various software I’d need to
know how to use (Quarkxpress 4!) but also books made up of the design work of
others—either volumes like, say, “best business cards, 2002!” or “Stellar
Identities!” or else anthologies of the work of one particular designer. I
learned, like most designers do, through looking.
See, this was how a person used to see much of the
interesting design work being done—in book form. Sure, there was the work that was
impossible to miss, the ubiquitous “big campaign stuff”—but for the more
esoteric brand of design, these books were all we had. The internet, of course,
has since obviated the need for such books.
And the putative obsolescence of design monographs doesn’t
help explain why I had developed such distaste for the genre. Why had I resisted the idea so? Why, and when,
did the idea of making a design book become anathema to my delicate
sensibilities?
Because no one had yet
to ask me to make one?
Maybe. But there’s more to it than that.
Nobody wants to seem like they are tooting their own horn. And
this is a big part of it too. A book of one’s own work seems like bragging; preening.
It is bad manners; in poor taste. (As my boss and friend Carol Carson likes to
say: “Get over yourself!”)
And there is still another, deeper origin to my disinclination
towards design books. Upon reflection, I recently determined that I seem to
have been hedging, and still am hedging, even after all these years, about
calling myself a “designer” at all.
I don’t think I’ve ever fully liked the idea of design as a
profession. I have never completely
self-identified as a designer. (I’ll plumb the twisted psychology of this at
some later date—it obviously has something to do with being obliged to leave my
old career, music.) But suffice it to say that somehow, despite all this time I’ve
spent designing, I still had still been thinking about design as a stop-gap occupation
between being a pianist, and being some glorious third thing altogether.
Well, the publication of this book was a clarion call to
myself, that perhaps what I am is what it
says I am on my business card.
(We are all, in fact, not what we hope to be, but what we spend
our time actually doing.)
So, here it is: I am a designer.
My name is Peter Mendelsund, and I am a designer. And that
is that.
***
But then…
***
About a month and a half ago, I was working on retrofitting an
essay that I thought at the time needed to be included in this book of mine: Cover. It was a blog post I wrote up
over the course of a week, about a year or so ago, about seeing and reading. It
was called “picturing books,” and it used to be listed to the right of this
post, under the heading “popular posts.”
Maybe some of you read it?
The phenomenology of the reading experience has always
interested me, as an avid reader, but since I’ve become (he admits, again) a
designer, the sensuous aspects of this act are now a part of my every working
day.
Only a week after the post went up, I grew regretful over
the topics I didn’t have time to explore in the piece, including sections on metaphor, on
synecdoche, and all of the other things “seeing” can mean in the context of
reading a book. But my life is very full, and I forgot about the piece, and its
gaps, entirely.
Until I started editing the essay again.
Then I set about filling in the gaps.
Ten pages became twenty; twenty became a hundred; a hundred
became three-hundred. Three hundred became….
I illustrated the entire thing.
In these four recent (exhausting) weeks, I had written… a book.
***
A little more background: I’d written books before—I’ve just
never seen fit to try to publish them. That is because all of these books were really, really bad.
I was asked by an editor at Knopf in 2008 (?) to write a
book on Beethoven, which didn’t work out,
as
I was incapable of writing a decent book about Beethoven.
We hired someone else to write it instead. I wrote a book
length un-packing of the book designer’s art, called “
Fictions,” which ended up
so impenetrable and insular that this was shelved too. Around the time I was
designing the new paperback covers for James Joyce, I wrote a very long family
history in the style of James Joyce. Let us not speak of that project ever again.
But this book, this new book, about the feeling of reading, it
was simply (there’s no other way to describe the feeling of it) publish-able.
(Some writer said on Twitter recently that knowing that your
writing is a book is like finally knowing
that you want to marry someone: by the time it hits you, you can’t believe how
lucky you are. This is how this book felt to me.)
A week after I had something in good enough form to show it
around, (last week) I inquired after an agent, showed it around; it was read by
several editors at a couple of different houses— (speed was of the essence: I
knew that if I didn’t sell the thing that it would become another enormous
stack of paper on the floor next to my bed and that I would never re-visit it
and eventually it would be thrown out or used as scrap paper for phone messages)
and it was bought, by Vintage, quickly, by editor Jeff Alexander. And it will
be a French-flapped paperback original (which was exactly how I envisioned it. A
hardcover offer was looming, which was eschewed.) And this book comes some mere
months after Cover in 2014.
It is called (rather more directly than its original title):
What We See When We Read.
And I couldn’t be happier.
***
WWSWWR is a little
book to Cover’s large, art book trim-size.
WWSWWR is mostly
words, with some pictures; Cover is
the opposite.
WWSWWR describes
what I see when I read; Cover shows what I saw when I read.
They are siblings, these two books. And I hope they
represent, together, a more holistic view of my professional interests.
***
And as a coda:
How do I self-describe now?
Well most certainly: as
a designer. I’m proud to be one. Now more than ever.
I am just beginning to understand that the mandate given a
designer is quite a bit broader than what I initially presumed it was.
It took
me chaffing at the boundaries of my job description to discover this.
But we can talk more about all that in 2015.
I intend to sleep for a good long while.
It’s been a bit
tiring, these last four or so weeks.
Thanks for reading,
All my best,
Peter.
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